First day.... Learn drive car

haha....... today morning i start 2 learn drive car le...... damn scary & fun oh! uncle very good, he teach me until i know. 2day i already learn many things le.so fast oh!

at night, actually i got dinner with friends de but i din't go, coz i have 2 eat dinner with my parent. Hope they won't angry me la. after have meal with my parent than we go 2 boutique 2 but shirt. haha..... i buy 4 piece o! hehe..... Than we go 2 100yen 2 buy things than only go home!

朋友

我很开心，当我最需要朋友的时候，我的好朋友全部都回到我身边。他们没有因为我的过错而不理我！我一定会好好珍惜他们的。

今天我很开心噢，因为 wei loon, pui chow & yeong wai 他们找我和他们一起吃早餐噢！我开心是因为他们没有因为我不是pin ren的女朋友而不找我。真的很开心他们把我当成是他们的朋友.

我突然很想永远都不想再见到他，和他不要再有任何关系。我真的很讨厌他！很恨他，也很狠我自己，为什么会爱上一个不应该爱的人？？我想，我应该是全世界最笨蛋的女子吧！

我一定要学会独立！

从小到大，我都是家里的心肝宝贝，因为我是家里唯一的女子。无论是婆婆家还是奶奶家大家都很疼我。小时候我们都是和奶奶一起住，都是奶奶把我带大的，从小奶奶就很疼爱我，什么东西都会帮我弄好，从来都不需要我动手。连吃完饭后也不需要自己洗碗筷，因为奶奶说洗的多手会变粗所以就不让我碰了！除此之外，我从小父母都载出载进，根本就不需要烦交通问题。有什么问题他们都会帮我解决。



到我上了中学，我以为我可以学习独立，但是我却很依赖我的前男友，我和他在一起三年，所以我都很依赖他。当我和他分开后，我真的很辛苦很累。因为做什么东西和发生什么事都要靠自己一个人去解决了！没有了他，对我来说可能也是一件好事，因为可以学习独立，不需要再靠男子。三个月前，我去国民服务，在那里真的很辛苦，做什么东西都必须靠自己。可能这就是学习独立的必经之路吧！现在对我来说，独立是最重要得！因为我要他知道，我没有他还是可以活的很开心很美好！

HAPPY DAY.......back 2gether with my best friend

2day when i open my eye than i go see my phone, i received 1 msg from cy, she say 2night de dinner cancel, at that time i really sad coz i thought can meet with them & chat with them. Haiz...... 2day hole day also stay at home, boring..... than, 6:30pm go cut hair...haha got little bit pelik pelik de! coz too short ady. but nvm will grow back de..than i da bao tom yam mee hon for my dinner. when i eating that time, i received a msg from cy again, she say 2night eat dinner but i told them i da bao jor and dun wan go le. actually i really really wan 2 go de but because of money problem and i da bao ady so i say i dun wan go. but at last i also got go coz cy say sh wan 2 see me, other than that i also wish 2 see them, coz i really miss them.

8:30pm bao bao come fetch me, haha.... he drive car really like a turtle lo, so slow.....haha...we go eat curry steamboat.at there i really very happy, coz long time din't spend time with them le.we chat a lot of thing.happy.........juz like previous.....haha.... i really become fei mui zai ady, eat a lot!!! haha..... i eat steamboat, ice kacang, chocolate and many more....... very full oh! 2day is a good beginning 4 me and them.

when we was form 5 we really very best friend, but because of something our relationship broke le. At that time, i thought bf is important than friend but at the end i know....friend is more more important than bf de. i really regret before that din't appreciate them. i really very thank you them 4 forgiving me.....

little unhappy & very happy days

haiz.....2day not really happy coz this morning i go interview 4 a office job, i thought they sure will 'qing' me but they say i got no experience in this job so have 2 go home 1st 2 wait responce.I really hope that i can success in this interview.

2day dun know y, this hole day i feel moody.... maybe too 'wu liao' le ba! this few days at home i juz watch tv, eat , sleep and go out yam cha with friends.Really boring....... i think...maybe is the thing make me like this ba, 2day i saw his msn title he write 'u r the 1 i love-i swear- ashly girl'.
maybe i still 'jie yi' gua..... at that time i got little feel wan 2 cry but i din't. I think i sure can put him down de!!!

haha...2night i go out yam cha with wei yin & wai hong. we yam cha at mamak. we chat until very happy. 2day i also very happy coz i king gai with all my secondary friend through msn! really long time din't contact with them le! miss them so much.....other than that, 2day i got a plkn's fiend call me 2 king gai, we chat until very happy o. At here i hope that he can pass his this coming exam....kambateh o

是时候撤撤底底的放了!!

原来我一直爱的人根本就没有爱过我。我的心真的很痛很痛！为什么他要这样对我？三年多了，他到底用怎样的心态和我在一起？当我是后备吗？要的时候才找我吗？我是不是很笨啊？三番五次给他机会，到后来还是一样的下场，他到底什么时候才会用心去爱和珍惜一个人？？我到底需要多久的时间才能把他放下？我不想再爱他了！从一开始我们根本就不应该在一起，我们两个的开始根本就是一个错误！我真的很想恨他，不要再和他有任何关系，但是我做不到，毕竟分手了还可以做朋友啊。我一定会把你从我心里拿出来，永远都不会再爱你！！我不爱你了！

Enjoying my new life

Halo....this is nikkie's new life! Istarted 2 write blog at 18 june 2009. Haha.... i juz finish my nasional service. (from 19 march- 8 june) At there i meet a lot of friends from different state, i got 4 best friends, kiko, piano,sherilyn and monkey.MISS them so so so much! Other than that, i also meet back with my secondary best friend, HAPPY. In ns, i learn a lot of things, the most important thing is friendship, and independent. I also learn how 2 coorparate with each other although we r not same races. haha.....i also meet a lot of guys there o. i thought i cannot tahan 2 finish this program,but....i finish it le o! So happy coz succeed in finishing. haha.....

After i came back fom ns, something happen between me and my bf. but at last we also break le.
Firstly, i really dun think 2 break with him but he really treat me very coldly. I really cannot tahan ady. I really very love him, but he don't love me. So i choose 2 give up this relation.we 2gether 3 years more, we pass strict over a lot of trials and hardship too, but can not test.
Haiz...... nvm! have already gone over. i enloy my new life. I think without him i still can cross very happily gua. yippi.....